Greatest gift of them all

I love you. That's why I will sacrifice anything to help you.

I will put down my love and buried it inside so that I can be there for you whenever you need me. For you, anything and everything, no matter how much the pain, is worth it. Ain't that what's love really about.

Do you know, it doesn't change

The way I feel about you at the end of the day.



Because I know that all I want is what you got.

I can't live

With or without you.


Nothing to win and nothing left to lose.

Came across the scientist by coldplay accidentally and it brought so much memories.

The first time when I thought we parted for good, this song was what I kept playing and when I heard it again, I realized I have come one full circle.

So many memories and so many regrets. All have come to an end. Yet, I wish it would never end.

Sometimes it last in love

But sometimes it hurts instead.

I can finally see it clearly.

Love is never about being with someone. Love is so much more selfless than that.

She just needs to be happy. How much pain I suffered is worth it if she is able to smile happily.

I will be there for her always. Just one word and I will Be there to save her from all her troubles. I do not expect anything in return, not now, not ever.

I love her, I am in love with her.

People always leave.

It's tough. It's hard. It's killing me. It's Wrenching out my heart and tearing it apart. I want to forget all the shit, I want my heart to die, I want it all to end. Yet, I can only think of her. Can't one second goes by without her in my mind? God, love hurts.

Stay away love. I never need you again

Wanted to delete this shit but i just have to post something.

You know (no one's gonna read but yea, figuratively), how many times in life can you looked back at a moment and says, "That was my changing point.''? For me, its now. 

Probably the most cruel thing that can ever happened to me has happened, and it changed me totally inside. I was always an emotional wreck, a fucking mess inside of me but after this, let's just say that theres a fucking mess, and then theres a hell load of crap of fucking mess. It kills me to live, it kills me to breathe, it kills me to think. Every single second, every single breathe, every single fucking shit of thought will made me think of her. And even when i'm sleeping, i dream of her. Like seriously, if its not enough thinking of her every single second when i'm awake, cant god or some divine being up there gives me a fucking break? Like really, fuck my life literally.

I'm suffering like pissed crap. I'd keep saying that she doesn't matter and i can let go of her and i do not give a ratload of jackshit about her, but c'mon, i'm no way close to doing that. Why do things have to be like this? This screw me up so badly because this is the first time i have ever loved and yet this kinda crap happened. I can't trust anymore, i can't have faith anymore, i can't love anymore EVER, period. This heartache is too much for me to handle, im just a weak boy who always believed in the fairytale of love and THE ONE. But apparently, all this are crap advertising just for companies to sell thier movies and merchandise. Yea, i know im screwed up inside of me but whatever.

But all in all, I really loved this girl and i wish her the best in everything she do. I just want her to be happy, theres nothing more i can hope for. Because whether i like it or not, i know that somehow, i will always love her. And i will be there for you always, without a doubt in the world. So, stay happy and take care of yourself. I love you.